Love stories about sexual awakenings. when did u 1st get started with guys and was it a positive experience?

I remember I was around 13 and found a copy of Penthouse Forum (it had sexual stories and letters, but no pictures). I read it cover to cover. I guess that’s where I started my fondness of erotic literature. Anyway, I still had sleepovers with my best friend at that age and I had a full size bed, so we could both sleep in it. Well, while we were in bed, I told him about the stories I read, especially the ones about oral sex. I suggested we try it to see what it was like. I went first, I had no idea what I was doing but I guess I was doing it right. He started out soft and got hard in my mouth, I kept going until he made me stop because he said it made him feel like he had to pee. Looking back at that now, I think I was going to make him cum, but we had no idea what an orgasm felt like.