
A new toy
The latest edition to the bedroom (it’s not a sex toy). My CPAP machine so I can sleep #bed #cub #gaybear #notasextoy #sleep
(from @coastercub on Streamzoo)

A new toy
The latest edition to the bedroom (it’s not a sex toy). My CPAP machine so I can sleep #bed #cub #gaybear #notasextoy #sleep
(from @coastercub on Streamzoo)
Oh sure. After nearly a week straight of constantly being tired/exhausted/fatigued/going to bed by 7pm, now I get insomnia and am wide awake staring at the ceiling. The only things that haven’t changed are my night sweats/chills and my shoulder/back/neck pain.

After a long day at work, it’s time to relax in bed with the kids. Early day at work tomorrow, gotta be there by 5:30am which means I need to wake up no later than 4am.
Reasons to stay in bed:
1- exhausted, no energy
2- room is cold, blanket is warm
3- dog is snuggled up against me
4- there are no problems or stress in the bed
5- the world will go on
Reasons to get out of bed:
1- need to work and make money
2- last week at DCR, say goodbye to Cast, before moving to Coaster
3- see reason #1
4- show that I am stronger than this problem
5- see reason #3
6- I have to go potty

And then I’m up all night on Tumblr

I’m being held hostage in my bed by my pets. Lance, our dog, is spooning with me and resting his head on my arm. Sammy, our cat, is sitting on my chest, not letting me breathe.